I deal with panic attacks on a daily basis, feeling that my life will end at any moment and am nonstop filled with intense fear. I have to be afraid of death because I took out a $30,000 loan for school that my grandfather co-signed and he consistently reminds me that if I die, his life will be burdened for the rest of his days paying for my debt. If I do die, I will not die a peaceful death. My boyfriend also wanted to take a break because my panic attacks are becoming "too stressful" for him.
Justy smoke up and chill for little while and fuck your boy friend